this week got smile, happy, sad, cry~
i write smile n happy 1st~
go to school talking with suli n chialing always will make me more happier~
all my school n class mate, make me happy too
new nickname from su li, haha, so funny de name~~ 'yaoyao'
go school always will let me forgot all my sad things~~
i make a promise with chialing~~
'be my best friend forever'
'cannot not accompany with other'
'cannot lied'
'cannot fight'
'cannot said others bad things'
'when cry nid gv others a candy'
'cannot misunderstand others'
'break compromise will be punish'
i promise all this, i wont let her sad too, make her happier than me~~thx ling~
juz this week only, i already cried 8 times~~o.O
haiz, i already promise jiejie n gege wont cry de, be brave~~
but dunnoe y like this, like my tears wont hear me de~~
i already form 5, y dun let me do wat i wan to do de things?
already so busy le, y wan me go to care the shop?
teacher kew said wan find mum to said that i already wan SPM le
dun do anythings 1st~ after spm then can do~~
but, i dunnoe how to said?!
wat should i said? i said will scold by her?
she said my result not good, work also nvm de~~ T.T
they not know me!! they dunnoe wat i wan~~
they dunnoe wat i think~~ wat my feeling~~ all they dunnoe~~
juz keep scolding~~
i always tried to become more stupid, smile more~~
but useless~~ i tried hard to keep smilling~~
but juz scold by them that i look so stupid!!
i keep my feeling juz wan to make those beside me more happier~~
y they dunno wat i think, wat i feel?!
nvm la, dun think many le~~
think more also useless~~
juz make my life more happier from today~~
but i will busy too~~T.T
wish wont busy until sick~~
coz already promise that will take care of myself~^^
